Today was fuckin' weird
I wanna just forget
And maybe disappear
And never leave my bed
I just need a good cry
Then I'll be alright
I don't feel it 'til it comes up, and it rarely does
I keep a smile and my two thumbs up, and stay fairly buzzed
Just to avoid the questions
I know I look my best when
I am a whole mess
Doing demons like Tekken
I don't wanna talk about it
I just wanna cry
I know I got all of this love around me
Cranes in the sky be cloudin'
All my sunny days like fireworks, Fourth of July
I'm shoutin', inside my mind
It's how I maintain my pride
Today was fuckin' weird
I wanna just forget
And maybe disappear
And never leave my bed
I just need a good cry
Then I'll be alright
I try to move as healthy as I can but
How could I verbalize what you won't understand?
Look, I've tried it all, trust me
I just cover the ugly
'Cause it's easier on everyone if nobody knows but me
I don't wanna talk about it
I just wanna cry
I know I got all of this love around me
Cranes in the sky be cloudin'
All my sunny days like fireworks, Fourth of July
I'm shoutin', inside my mind
It's how I maintain my pride
Today was fuckin' weird
I wanna just forget
And maybe disappear
And never leave my bed
I just need a good cry
Then I'll be alright
